My Journey has begun
I will take my leave now
I've waited for this day to come
Some wish that it'll be over soon
You will see,Seishiro-san
That when I leave
You will remember me
And you will still feel my lurking soul around you
No matter how far I go
DeadBlackCat is still alive
Her soul live on
So did her conscious
Deep within
You will understand,
From my departure
Both YOU and I will become stronger
The Promise we make
Will never fade away
We shall meet again
Under the full m00n
That marks my return
Harukana Yakusoku,
The Distant Promise
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
My departure
When you return,
Sad to say its my time to depart
Sometimes it seems that this battle I need to fight alone
Sadness is never my weakness
Rage is never my enemy
In fact they are my greatest strength,
Always giving me a reason to fight to the end
One thing that most people do not understand,
Including you,
That I am like the night
And you are like the moon
Reflecting the light,
You made me realise that it doesn't hurt to smile
But what you seek most
Is the smile from my heart
My heart always feels lost
Because of the bloodshed I am going thru
Not all my grief and pain is to be shared
There are still lots that I keep from you
Do not stop to protect
Do not stop fighting
When we meet again
I promise you that both of us will be stonger
Not only physically
But also spiritually
I will disappear for this night
The full moon will mark my return
Till then you will wait for me
And we will fight together again
Sad to say its my time to depart
Sometimes it seems that this battle I need to fight alone
Sadness is never my weakness
Rage is never my enemy
In fact they are my greatest strength,
Always giving me a reason to fight to the end
One thing that most people do not understand,
Including you,
That I am like the night
And you are like the moon
Reflecting the light,
You made me realise that it doesn't hurt to smile
But what you seek most
Is the smile from my heart
My heart always feels lost
Because of the bloodshed I am going thru
Not all my grief and pain is to be shared
There are still lots that I keep from you
Do not stop to protect
Do not stop fighting
When we meet again
I promise you that both of us will be stonger
Not only physically
But also spiritually
I will disappear for this night
The full moon will mark my return
Till then you will wait for me
And we will fight together again
Monday, May 28, 2007
I've found you
You kneeled before me,
you have returned
Covered in blood,
you shouted
"I failed!I failed!I deserve to die!"
I pointed my Sword at you
You glanced at me with fear
I stared at you
And you lowered your head
"The memories of the dead will keep on coming
Still,you have to keep on living
Avenge their Death but not for me
Until then you will see
Your comrades will sleep peacefully,
knowing that someone out there to fulfill their dreams
To get revenge upon the devil you have fought before
When the time comes
We will fight together
Although you vowed that I'm your master
We are One
And that is something you should remember"
you have returned
Covered in blood,
you shouted
"I failed!I failed!I deserve to die!"
I pointed my Sword at you
You glanced at me with fear
I stared at you
And you lowered your head
"The memories of the dead will keep on coming
Still,you have to keep on living
Avenge their Death but not for me
Until then you will see
Your comrades will sleep peacefully,
knowing that someone out there to fulfill their dreams
To get revenge upon the devil you have fought before
When the time comes
We will fight together
Although you vowed that I'm your master
We are One
And that is something you should remember"
Even in Death
They don't know you
Neither do they know me
So what makes them think that
they have the right to judge us?
Our love is Forbidden they say
Who cares?
I will stay forever with you
But they took you away from me one day
And now DeadBlackCat rise upon the living guilty souls,
Its time to SLAY
Fallen angels at my feet
I call upon those who obey me
Suddenly I hear you whispering
"I'm sorry...I am not able to live"
Down with my knees
Tears of blood dripped
I clenched my fist
The sorrowful sea dances
I follow its lead
DIE! For those who took you away
But in my heart,
where you have always stayed,
Will keep on beating
Will keep on living
Will keep on loving you
EVEN IN DEATH
Neither do they know me
So what makes them think that
they have the right to judge us?
Our love is Forbidden they say
Who cares?
I will stay forever with you
But they took you away from me one day
And now DeadBlackCat rise upon the living guilty souls,
Its time to SLAY
Fallen angels at my feet
I call upon those who obey me
Suddenly I hear you whispering
"I'm sorry...I am not able to live"
Down with my knees
Tears of blood dripped
I clenched my fist
The sorrowful sea dances
I follow its lead
DIE! For those who took you away
But in my heart,
where you have always stayed,
Will keep on beating
Will keep on living
Will keep on loving you
EVEN IN DEATH
Thursday, May 24, 2007
We stand as ONE

I'm going away
To find you
You fought alone
Without thinking thru
"Abide with me"
Is my only demand
Can't you see?
We're alive coz we stand as one
Forsaken me?
You must not...
And you never will
Ima sugisatta kisetsu wo kazoe hitorikiri no yoru nani wo omou?
*What do you think of now, all alone at night as you count the seasons past?*
Shinratsu na yo no naka wa shinjitsu wo kiratte
*The bitter world laughs,tempting you*
That's why I'm coming
To fight beside you
I've awaken your soul
You've drawn your sword
We will fight to the last
Win or Lose?
I'm not gonna decide
Monday, May 21, 2007
Sweet Sacrifice

I look at your corpse,
Its lying down in front of me
I gazed at my hand,
Crimson blood
I stared hard at the enemy,
He was grinning slyly
Given the Sword
I was supposed to PROTECT
But I failed...
and you died
"Don't kill yourself,LIVE" those last words you gave to me
I shall avenged your DEATH
That is a MUST
I chase the enemy
He ran and laugh
But not for long when he realised the chase is over
I thrust the Sword through his stomach
And it travels its way to your heart
Your laughter faded...
I grinned and my fangs showed
As you groaned in pain
I watched you die
I watched you suffer
MY HATE FOR YOU,LEADS TO YOUR DEATH
NOW I CAN SLEEP PEACEFULLY,FOREVER
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Fate(part 1)
If i love you,would you love me in return?
If i hate you,would you present me to saturn?
Hate is just a word,i know it is absurd
I still love you,eventhough im third
You capture my soul with your eyes,
I capture your heart with my smile
The coldness in you,it surrounds me
however im still stuck at three
"i love you,my dear and i just want your love and your hate"
i whispered and started to move away," i've given up on this love---"
You denied my words with a kiss through your heart i listened,"My love,you have not coz this is fate"
The radiance shines on us we are lost for words
my eyes pierced through yours and i can see all those maidens you have hurt
Tears from your eyes i could see,"oh please dont just let me be
Dont let time turns back on its own,don't let this be my destiny"
He fell on his knees begging to be safe
I reached down to him and said,"forgive me honey" and send my last wave
If i hate you,would you present me to saturn?
Hate is just a word,i know it is absurd
I still love you,eventhough im third
You capture my soul with your eyes,
I capture your heart with my smile
The coldness in you,it surrounds me
however im still stuck at three
"i love you,my dear and i just want your love and your hate"
i whispered and started to move away," i've given up on this love---"
You denied my words with a kiss through your heart i listened,"My love,you have not coz this is fate"
The radiance shines on us we are lost for words
my eyes pierced through yours and i can see all those maidens you have hurt
Tears from your eyes i could see,"oh please dont just let me be
Dont let time turns back on its own,don't let this be my destiny"
He fell on his knees begging to be safe
I reached down to him and said,"forgive me honey" and send my last wave
Death Lullaby
Midnight's here,black queen knight
All ready to commit regicide
I never knew the pain i endured
is the open doors to suicide
She put me through hell,she caged me in a burning cell
She made me begging for death
I've learned early that the only thing i could control was my mind
She took that away from me
oh god cant you see?
I see the flash of blades from the corner of my eye
Was it really my time to die?
Claws onto me,the thoughts of all
my life rushing through my brain
Heart broken like a shattered glass
With the pain which keeps coming back
she betrayed me,she ignored me
Hatred builds up,it cant stop
I'm fading,my vision is shadow
Blaming myself for another death in the time i have left
All ready to commit regicide
I never knew the pain i endured
is the open doors to suicide
She put me through hell,she caged me in a burning cell
She made me begging for death
I've learned early that the only thing i could control was my mind
She took that away from me
oh god cant you see?
I see the flash of blades from the corner of my eye
Was it really my time to die?
Claws onto me,the thoughts of all
my life rushing through my brain
Heart broken like a shattered glass
With the pain which keeps coming back
she betrayed me,she ignored me
Hatred builds up,it cant stop
I'm fading,my vision is shadow
Blaming myself for another death in the time i have left
Dokomademo (Endless)
I patiently waited,bedside
For the Death of today
How can the darknez feels so wrong?
All my fears turn to rage
I sleep to die
Erase the silence
Erase my life
Our burning ashes blackened the day
A world of nothingness blows me away
I'm losing my mind
And you juz stand there
Watch me as my world divides
God help me carry on
Show me it's alright
To lose my heart n not my eyes
Navigate me to my darknez
Show me the ending to my story
*I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answers
But I found none*
For the Death of today
How can the darknez feels so wrong?
All my fears turn to rage
I sleep to die
Erase the silence
Erase my life
Our burning ashes blackened the day
A world of nothingness blows me away
I'm losing my mind
And you juz stand there
Watch me as my world divides
God help me carry on
Show me it's alright
To lose my heart n not my eyes
Navigate me to my darknez
Show me the ending to my story
*I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answers
But I found none*
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Sometimez even the DeadBlackCat is hopelez

I was given a sword
Yet I can't protect the ones I love
I'm uselez
I was given a pencil
Yet I can't use it properly
But still I want to control it
I was given a chance to live
However I feel that my presence is not needed
Sometimez I just want to end it all
I wonder if everything's gonna be okay...
Coz it seems to me
Everything is not
But I intend to believe it is
Here in the darknez I know myself
This is me...
Never being able to hold on to things
Everything always slips away
Everything
Subete...
She's not perfect
Plz dun think She is
Now the DeadBlackCat tries to accept herself
Soshite
She is struggling
Now even the DeadBlackCat wonder to live or to die
Is she supposed to?
I told her to live
Bcoz if she die,
I will die with her
If this happen...
Her name will never be remembered
Pieces of my creation is gone to waste
But I always remind myself to live
So did the DeadBlackCat who promise to stay with me
No matter how fake our smile is on our face
Our will to live has grown stronger
For now we know that we need each other
I trust her the most
For she will not betray me
She love me the most
As she knows I will stay strong for her
Until you see our names
Until then you will see ME
Friday, May 11, 2007
I'm living in a world full of LIES
I smile at u,my dear
But deep down inside I noe u're lying to me
When u said I still love you so...
I juz accepted u...although
Knowing tat is not the truth
I look up at the sky and asked,
"Why are we lost?"
Now touch this sky, this darkness
Lead me, make this sorrow, this pain
Disappear
I chose my own path
You've chosen the other,
Now you regretted it
Just accept this crime, this punishment
And
You can't run away
Starting tomorrow
I'd given up on this love, but...
It will not be easy for me to forget
It's so bittersweet
I miss you, but I won't return
Everything
Everything is gone...
Disapear
P.S:I took most of the Jap part frm Kat-tun lyrics...
I dun noe how to speak Jap...
But deep down inside I noe u're lying to me
When u said I still love you so...
I juz accepted u...although
Knowing tat is not the truth
I look up at the sky and asked,
"Why are we lost?"
Now touch this sky, this darkness
Lead me, make this sorrow, this pain
Disappear
I chose my own path
You've chosen the other,
Now you regretted it
Just accept this crime, this punishment
And
You can't run away
Starting tomorrow
I'd given up on this love, but...
It will not be easy for me to forget
It's so bittersweet
I miss you, but I won't return
Everything
Everything is gone...
Disapear
P.S:I took most of the Jap part frm Kat-tun lyrics...
I dun noe how to speak Jap...
Sunday, May 6, 2007
A Sword...A Life
Life is like a knife you say
But somehow I think it's more than that
To me...
It's like a SWORD
A Sword in my eyes
Shows that I still have a long way to go
And when I reach the edge
I've won...I've succeeded
That's when I stand with pride
Along with the ones I've loved
You may not see me smiling
But my heart says I am
Every obstacles that I've faced
Is like within the length of the sword
A Sword is a Weapon
No matter how much you think of it
The question is...
How will you use it?
I chose to live'
To fulfill my dreams
Just like a Samurai who chose the path
To use his sword to PROTECT
Shinjicha ikenai to sosonokashi warau
But lies lead you to nowhere
Truth leads you to the answer
I HATE
I LIE
I MAKE MISTAKES
I'm just a human...
I still am
But I admited...I apologize
...Bcoz I know I'm human...
If you fight to win,You'll never make it
One day along the way you will meet people...
People who raise their swords to protect...
They live happily...
Sometimes they fail...yes I agree
But they tried their best for the one they protect
They died with honour...
Don't you feel good when you know someone came?
Came for you?
To save you...
You earn their love...
They earn satisfaction
I move on with life Until the journey is finished
Death will come for me
By that time ,life will be beautiful
Like the beauty of a Sword
When my life end,
it's at the sharp end of a Sword
With that,
I pass the sword to someone else,
for them to continue what they've not fulfilled...
A Sword protects...we can too
But it never seem to die,did it?
Well...we do...
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
SHINDE MIRU!!!
I tot everythg was settled but
he couldn't leave us alone
A Devil is trying to break us...
Will he suceed?
My answer is NO
I won't let him be...
Waiting for the day to come
When will he go away?
Is he sick in the mind?
Tsk...I think he's just insane
'GO TO HELL!' i said BUT
who am I to decide?
Sometimez i still wonder..
Is there enuf room for him to change?
If there's no hope...
I will just let it be
coz God knows wad HE's doing
and He'll take him away one day...
Away frm my family
Away frm ME...
He hurt you
He pierced through your heart
I can't stand it
I can't just wait and see...
All the lifes he had taken
All the hopes he washed away
He won't be forgiven...
May the Almighty take him one day
*dedicated to some1 i knew...EXPERIENCED!~ muahhaaa...dun ask anymore questions...
*DOKO MADE IKERU? BUCHIATARU MADE WA*
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he couldn't leave us alone
A Devil is trying to break us...
Will he suceed?
My answer is NO
I won't let him be...
Waiting for the day to come
When will he go away?
Is he sick in the mind?
Tsk...I think he's just insane
'GO TO HELL!' i said BUT
who am I to decide?
Sometimez i still wonder..
Is there enuf room for him to change?
If there's no hope...
I will just let it be
coz God knows wad HE's doing
and He'll take him away one day...
Away frm my family
Away frm ME...
He hurt you
He pierced through your heart
I can't stand it
I can't just wait and see...
All the lifes he had taken
All the hopes he washed away
He won't be forgiven...
May the Almighty take him one day
*dedicated to some1 i knew...EXPERIENCED!~ muahhaaa...dun ask anymore questions...
*DOKO MADE IKERU? BUCHIATARU MADE WA*
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