Sometimez even the DeadBlackCat is hopelez

I was given a sword
Yet I can't protect the ones I love
I'm uselez

I was given a pencil
Yet I can't use it properly
But still I want to control it

I was given a chance to live
However I feel that my presence is not needed
Sometimez I just want to end it all

I wonder if everything's gonna be okay...
Coz it seems to me
Everything is not
But I intend to believe it is

Here in the darknez I know myself
This is me...
Never being able to hold on to things
Everything always slips away
Everything
Subete...

She's not perfect
Plz dun think She is
Now the DeadBlackCat tries to accept herself
Soshite
She is struggling

Now even the DeadBlackCat wonder to live or to die
Is she supposed to?

I told her to live
Bcoz if she die,
I will die with her

If this happen...
Her name will never be remembered
Pieces of my creation is gone to waste

But I always remind myself to live
So did the DeadBlackCat who promise to stay with me
No matter how fake our smile is on our face
Our will to live has grown stronger
For now we know that we need each other

I trust her the most
For she will not betray me
She love me the most
As she knows I will stay strong for her

Until you see our names
Until then you will see ME