The End of Me?

You are everything that I never want to be
You tried so hard but you still can't see me
You hate me for who I am
You want to kill me as fast as you can

I grinned widely as u pierced that sword through my flesh
I stared at you with the eyes of death
You wonder why I did not die
You screamed at me, "Why didn't you cry?!"

You wanted to see my dead body
But you never knew that I'm already as dead as can be
Staring upon you is the dead soul
Whose body is ice-cold

You shivered and ran
I did not choose to chase you, my friend

In the end there is still no end of me
Sometimes death is never meant to be^^

~deadblackcat~

Gone [by Kristina]

Open wounds,broken heart,
will anyone be able to heal me?
Kiss me, DEATH, coz i know im afraid to live.
Save me frm everythg
I dun wanna be killed by another human being,
place my heart in a chest, so no one will be able to hurt me
Breathing heavily,can't you see?
I dun wanna lock myself up anymore
I juz want my feelings to sore
Heaven,call upon me,Angels screaming my name.
Promise me please,tat it won't be the same.

Should i let it slip deep in my soul?
or should i juz cut it open
and save myself frm everythg?

~Kristina~

Fading away

fading away...

for a long time i've realised tat i was drifting away
from everything tat i love, everything tat i had
wondering wads left of me...
all i say is wait and see

pieces of me started to disappear
as i waited for somebody to come
knowing tat no one will appear,
i sat in the dark corner and all i think abt is I'M DONE.

all i live for is juz for me
all i ever cherish for is my dark soul
all the friends tat i made...i juz realized
they're my shadows tat juz have been cast

all tat i have now is juz me
shall i fade away one day
i wonder if any1 will care to see
coz its a pain in the ass to say

NO ONE CARES THAT I'M JUZ FADING AWAY

~deadblackcat~

Shadow

wAtching ur every move,

makes me wonder...

u are me but yet...

not really

call upon me as u wish

there i stood before u

every move tat i made was controlled

non-other den u

u were my fren till then

U were my shadow forever now

~deadblackcat~